my dreamy boyfriend is starring in this movie,
coming to theaters july 30th (52 days & counting)

i saw a preview for charlie st. cloud
for the first time yesterday,
and after seeing the trailer...
he has been worth day dreaming about ever since.

love/hate relationship.

i have somewhat of a love/hate relationship
with "having a crush" at the moment,
and even typing that makes me cringe because
i sound like i'm in the seventh grade again;
but if i'm being honest with myself,
this matter-of-fact is frustrating my heart
and i thought it may be worth writing about.

this isn't love, this isn't anything like love -
but it is a crush and it feels like it's just
"as big of a deal" as it did when i was 12.

and this morning as i woke up with my stomach in knots,
butterflies going nuts,
and a complete lack of any control over my train of thoughts,
i decided that this is most definitely a love/hate relationship.

and depending on the hour (even down to the minute) of day,
i'd say that the "hate" part of the relationship
ranges from either 0-90% of it;
but then again, the same goes for the "love" part of it too,
i suppose.

is there any correlation between springtime and hormones?
i'd like to think so.

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No Contest.

for the past half an hour, my boss and i have been debating between:

Brad Pitt vs. Robert Redford

Honestly?



No contest.

i've said this before...and i will say it again....
i was born fifty years (way) too late.

Dear Zac Efron,