First Kiss.

June 29, 2009

"For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be with someone you can't get enough of. Who you can't get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere*... You can't cheat your first kiss. Trust me, you don't want to. Cause when you find that right person...its everything."
Grey's Anatomy.

*My first kiss wasn't exactly like that.
In fact, to be quite honest, it was kind-of the opposite.
February 9, 2005. That was my big day.
Me and anonymous were sitting on a power box in the dead of winter, turning blue from the ice-cold weather. And it didn't help our case, considering we were two awkward 15-year-olds with no previous experience, (except from what we had seen in the movies...)

When the kiss finally took place, my heart and common sense failed me. Instead of playing it cool or sly or even semi-collected, all I could mange was: "Wow."
And still to this day, I want to bury my face in a pillow when I think of that.
But then...
Then he whispered, "That's how I've felt about you all along."

And just so you know, this story doesn't have a happy ending. (He kissed somebody else - and not just anybody else - Mr. Love of My Life kissed the head cheerleader just three days later... Could he at least have waited a week?)

And yet at the same time I still think it was a perfect first kiss.

what was your first kiss like?

7 comments:

Ken-Ken said...

kelssss i love it when you write, and i was one of your friends up the road, you were so happy that night :) :) :) :)
YOU know my first kiss but those who don't: my first kiss was with that boy who lived up the street from us and we were double dared at a party. dad was so mad when he found out hahaha

Olivia Rae said...

awwww that is too sweet. i think my heart broke a little when you said he kissed the head cheerleader three days later... but I bet he still regrets it to this day! haha

Jalene said...

CUTE!!!! I can't believe a 15 year old boy actually said that to you. He would've been a keeper if he didn't go kiss the head cheerleader. ;) My first kiss wasn't nearly as cute. It all happened in a door way with my best friend standing next to us, his best friend also standing there, and my best friend's mom standing at the top of the stairs. It honestly happened so fast I didn't even comprehend it. I do remember that I had just put on raspberry flavored soft lips chapstick. Haha. It seems like first kisses are never what you thought they would be...
First kisses with someone new are the best... :)

Mandy said...

Umm... that is ten times better than mine. It was with my boyfriend, 3 days after my 16th birthday and we kissed on a couch during Pearl Harbor with all of our friends watching. haha!

nicole addison said...

aw, what a sweet story :) hmm my first kiss was in the backseat of a car with my very first boyfriend. i got a little nervous and smiled so he landed right on my tooth.. haha very nice i must say ;) oh and by the way i just adore your blog! just foundit!

Lizzy said...

That is so great! I love it. I waited so long to let someone kiss me because I was determined to have it be perfect. When it finally did I was 18, on a doorstep, with Mandy spying. Probably not worth waiting that long for. haha

andrea said...

that is the cutest story! i adore it. just like your blog. i've been following it for a couple weeks and decided that tonight it is MUCH more exciting than doing homework. :)
my first kiss was with a boy a grade older than me at school. i was 16. we had just come home from a concert put on by one of our friends. the entire night he kept holding my hand and having his arm around me, ya know, all that cute-sy stuff. then when he walked me to my door, he leaned in and viola! literally 5 seconds later my mom comes driving down the street and pulls in the driveway. talk about perfect timing eh? the end. :)

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